Sunday, January 22, 2006

Me.

I usually don't do this - but for some reason I felt inspired today...

Colorblind by The Counting Crows

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready I am ready I am ready I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready

I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready

I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine

-My Favourite Song

Break Free

You make me want to break free and become the air.
Become the air, so I can kiss your lips when the wind blows.
Become the air, so I can play in your hair, like a child lost in innocence, darting through a grassy field.
Become the air, so you can wrap your arms around yourself, and feel how tight I want to hold you.
Become the air so I can remain invisible to you as I am now.

-My Poem







































-My Art (inspired by http://www.asofterworld.com)














-My Normality







-My Future
















-My Hope

what drives you? what motivates you?

that's just it, the sad thing is, right now, i dont think i have anything that drives me, i like to laugh, i like the smell of gasoline, i like to play board games, i like to dance, i like my friends, but i have nothing right now, that makes me get up in the morning - i guess that's what im looking for

-My Confession

2 comments:

Mista b said...

wake for laughter, wake dancing, wake for the smell of gasoline and a triple word score for "coccyx". then stay awake and laugh at the word coccyx for a bit. these are the best things in life.

you're an engineer, listen to einstein: "A table, a chair, a bowl of fruit and a violin; what else does a man need to be happy?"

Anonymous said...

darek you are so amazing.
your intelligence and sensitivity make me all tingly inside and smile! (i just read this post and up to your most recent one)--chinese inc.